Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Chapter 28: Ephemeral

Chapter 28
Ephemeral

I found myself in bed, listening to the sound of my alarm. Its incessant beeping meant hours had passed without me ever having recollection of that time. Sometimes, I would remember a fragment of a dream only to have it wisp away as I tried to hold onto it.

7:30 as usual.

I slapped the alarm and rolled to the other side.

I found my arms wrapping around her body. The ephemeral fragrance of her black hair etherized my senses. I closed my eyes and wanted to lull back to sleep with my arms wrapped around her. They say if you hold onto something you cherish, you dream only good dreams.

“Hank?” her voice whispered with waking vibrato.

I didn’t answer.

“Get out,” it returned to that pitch I knew so well. “Stop being lazy. Your snooze is going to go off in a bit if you don’t get up, and I can’t really take that sound at this forsaken hour.”

“And what will you do all day?”

“Sleep. Whereas you should be going to work, lazybones.”

I took one last deep breath, and I rose from the bed.

I took a shower in our bathroom. I used the bar of soap she bought, and I thought about how years before, she would have bought a different shaped bar of a different brand. We were different, but nothing had really changed. Nothing important. I dried myself and walked into our closet. Years before, my side would have been monochrome – white shirts and black jeans. Now, there were more colors – even some grids and stripes. But today, I felt like what I wore all those years ago. I felt young. I wore a white shirt and black jeans. I found a grey hooded jacket. And I found the red tie she had given me years before. The patch was still on it – faded from overuse. No toque though. The toque, well, that’s another story.

As I was leaving, I saw her still lying in bed. She wouldn’t have to work for another two hours. So I walked over to her and gave her a kiss on the cheek.

She rolled away from me.

I turned.

Her arm wrapped around my neck, and she pulled me down. Her lips locked on mine. My eyes closed. I could smell the sweet fragrance of her hair, and I felt like I was dreaming.

Text and Images © Jonathan Lee

Chapter 27: Forgotten

Chapter 27
Forgotten

I found myself in bed, listening to the sound of my alarm. Its incessant beeping meant hours had passed without me ever having recollection of that time. Sometimes, I would remember a fragment of a dream only to have it wisp away as I tried to hold onto it.

7:30 as usual.

I got up, and I did my morning activities. I checked my e-mail. No new e-mails from my professors. It was just another day.

I then took the train to the university. I always liked the train. The wheels screeching as they grinded against the metal rail comforted me. It was a brutal sound that would always be there – that those wheels would always be turning – moving – even if nothing else were.

I got to class on time, which meant I was early. Everyone else was late. It seemed they showed no respect for the system, for the academics of learning, for the fact that some people had to pay for their college and chose to learn. No, they didn’t care. They didn’t care that a person put themselves up on the stage everyday to the scrutiny of others. Then again, not all professors cared about teaching. Some were in it just for the money. Others for the research. Not everyone cared about passing something onto someone else. Not everyone’s like me. I just don’t have anyone to pass it onto.

I sat in the park as I ate my sandwich. My phone rang. Mom.

I’m her son but not really. I’ve always felt more of a puppet – something for her political career. She married and had a kid to show a family aspect. I remember posing in family pictures when I was younger, but at some point, I was no longer invited to them. Instead, I became the angsty teenager, which made her more relatable to families.

And Dad? Dad showed more affection to other children – to his patients. I remember visiting him at work one day. I sat in his office and looked out toward the waiting rooms. Children played with the supplied toys and parents would talk to them. Whenever my dad walked into an exam room, he’d smile and say something that pertained to the child, personalized. I could hear it through the glass – it wasn’t sound proof. When the door opened again, the child would be waving goodbye to my dad as they sucked upon a lollipop.

Whenever either of them talked to me, they would only ever ask – “how was school?”

So I let it ring.

I sat through another class, and my school day ended. It was time for me to head back to the station and head home. Someone tried to hand me a flyer, but I pushed past him.

As I continued toward the station, I found myself stopping in front of an alleyway. It led toward the back of buildings. I didn’t know why I stopped, but something felt familiar. I walked on. A strange feeling.

A girl bumped into me. She was running to go down that alleyway and struck me. She fell to the floor. She apologized from the floor, got up, and ran away. All I really saw was a skull ribbon in her hair. Somehow, I felt like I should know her. That I’ve seen her before.

I found myself reaching out and the word “grace” breaking through my lips. Why?

I continued walking toward the station, and a scream came from the alleyway.

The wheels of the train screech as I return to my apartment.

Text and Images © Jonathan Lee

Chapter 26: Mystic

Chapter 26
Mystic

The next morning, I checked my e-mail. One new mail from Listentoyourpeers.org.

“To whom it may concern,

Listentoyoupeers.org will be one years old next week! In honor of this momentous occasion, we’ll be hosting a party at our tower. You are all cordially invited to attend. Please see attached the flyer.

Sincerely,

Your friends at Listentoyourpeers.org”

How did they get my e-mail?

I checked the e-mail and moved to delete it.

Ring. Ring.

Mom calling…

“Hello.”

“Oh! You answered!”

“I know.”

“Well… how’s school going?”

“Good.”

“I’m glad to hear you’re doing well.”

I never said I was doing well.

“Glad we had this talk, Hank.”

Call ended.

This was the first time I answered her phone call since I went to college. What could there be said? I now know. I went about the rest of my day as usual. Class was interesting – new material, but the same people. Did anything really change?

I walked out of class and looked at my phone. The curt conversation still rested on my mind. My family never talked much. My mother and father were busy working all the time – a politician and a doctor, always too busy with their own lives and careers that the dinner table only ever had one person sitting at it.

They only ever asked me about school. That’s what I became focused on. Even now, away from home, they only ask me about school.

Which I wasn’t on anymore. I had wandered off to another place of the city I had never been before. It was an older section of the city – still brick mortar rather than concrete slab. Light cascaded out the windows and illuminated the stamped street. No cars were around and no people either. Every day, it seemed like I was finding myself somewhere new.

A door opened near me, and a woman walked out. She wore the strangest clothing for this time – gypsy garb. Above her hung a sign: “Mystic.” It suddenly made much more sense.

“Let me get a good look at you.”

“I’m not interested.”

“Don’t be such a rash boy, Hank.”

My eyes widened.

“I’ve been waiting for you, boy.”

Text and Images © Jonathan Lee

Chapter 25: Next to Light

Chapter 25
Next to Light

“Men who became Gods?” I asked.

“And women too,” Grace smiled.

“What do you mean?”

“Well, not to be sexist but—“

I rolled my eyes.

“Okay, okay!” she lifted her hands in defense. “Apotheosis.”

I thought about it for a moment. “How do people become Gods?”

“You want to become one?”

“I already have difficulty being human.”

“That’s true,” Christopher chimed in.

I shook my head. Grace high-fived Christopher.

“My parents’ article was about the oral tradition: how great heroes became legends and how those legends became Gods. Many old Greek Gods began as heroes from other cultures who rose to godly status. Apollo wasn’t always the Sun God, but he began as Aplaa-Il – a Babylonian King who was said to have guided the sun’s light with his chariot to blind his kingdom’s enemies. There are many other examples too, but they begin as a story of how people become gods.

“It was a testament to the oral tradition of man, and how rising empires would use the same words of their predecessors to encompass more people. It was all a tool of rhetoric to get more people to follow them. By deifying the legends of old, the newer empires welcomed others.”

“Was there any mention of Medea?”

“No.”

“That was our big connection because of Greek mythology.”

“What could Anna have been trying to tell me?”

“It feels like a wild goose chase, and we’re still in the shadows.”

Grace smiled.

I felt stupid.

“Shadows are right next to light,” Christopher stated. “You just have to know which way the shadows bend to find out where light is.”

We all thought about it.

“Maybe we should research into Aplaa-il and Sun Gods?” I asked.

“And Babylon City as well,” agreed Grace.

“Well then, I guess I’ll be taking Christopher home now.”

We said good night, and Christopher and I walked back down to the bar. The bartender scowled at us as we exited.

“Friendly guy,” Christopher stated.

I laughed as we entered the dark street. The dark street. Exactly where was this dark street? I didn’t know, but like Christopher said, we’d find the light soon.

Text and Images © Jonathan Lee

Chapter 24: Expectations

Chapter 24
Expectations

“Hank, it’s Eason. I have a report in my hand that tells me there was an incident at Zephyr Park yesterday.”

“I hear there are annual fireworks in the park.”

“During the day. Witnesses say they saw a young man in a grey jacket with a grey skull-cap“

I flinched at hearing him describe my toque as a skull cap.

“and a young woman with a skull ribbon in her hair.”

“Don’t know those people.”

“Witnesses also said that a little boy with a kite was with them.”

“Wouldn’t know.”

Silence.

“Just confirming. The witnesses must have been under duress and recalled wrongly then.”

Call ended.

“Who was that?” Grace asked.

“Eason.”

“Who’s Eason?” Christopher asked?

“A detective.”

“Oh cool! How do you know a detective? He bailed you out of trouble? I pegged you for a troublemaker!” Christopher laughed.

“I thought you said I was a good person.”

“A good person will be good hearted, but he can still find himself in trouble.”

“You’re really enjoying this.”

“It sounds fun to be around you! What’ll we do today?”

“Well, I’m going to the library to do research,” Grace stated. “You boys have fun!”

“But…”

Before I could mutter anything else, Grace was already out the door.

“So what’ll we do then?”

We walked out of the café several hours later.

“I take that back. It’s boring to be around you,” Christopher complained.

“It would have been faster if you focused more.”

“Well, homework is boring!”

“Be glad I even helped you.”

“You could have just told me the answer instead of making me work for it.”

“Now, why would I do that?”

“I was wrong again: you’re not a good person!”

I found myself patting his head.

“What’re you doing?” Christopher asked.

“What am I doing?” I honestly asked myself.

“You’re a jerk!” he laughed. “Stop messing around!”

He ran off, and I ran after him. We ran and ran. Eventually, he was winded, and I caught him. We were nowhere I recognized, which wasn’t saying much. I didn’t explore much of the city.

“I’m hungry,” he stated.

“Well, we can take a bus back-“

“Let’s try that place!”

“That’s a bar.”

“I have a good feeling about that place!”

“That’s a bar…” I tried once more.

“I heard the first time.”

“We’re not twenty-one, so we can’t enter.”

“Isn’t that Grace?”

A woman wearing a purple skull ribbon walked into the bar.

“Huh.”

I found myself entering the bar.

“Hey! No kids!” the bartender yelled at us.

“Did a girl with a skull ribbon walk in here?”

“What’s it matter to you, kid? You got the hots for her?”

“Yah, he does,” Christopher replied.

I sighed. Why does everyone keep saying this?

We heard feet scamper above us. Then, Grace appeared on the stairs.

“Oh my gosh! What are you two doing here?”

“He wanted to eat here,” I pointed toward Christopher.

“He was following you,” Christopher pointed toward me.

She laughed. “You two are identical. Well then, are you hungry?”

“Yes!” Christopher stated.

“Come on up, I’ll make something.”

“What’s upstairs?” I asked.

“My apartment!”

We walked upstairs and found a single door that connected from the staircase. I imagined what could be behind that door. Cushions and couches, wallpaper and drapery, tables and chairs – all black and purple – tall and pointy. Gothic.

The door opened.

The walls were white. The carpet was white. There was even a white couch in the middle of the living room. The only things that weren’t white was a brown table in front of the couch with a fishbowl but no fish.

“Well! What do you think?” she asked.

“I’m confused,” I stated.

“What does that mean?”

“It’s not what I expected.”

“Were you expecting a black room laced with purple drapery, skull patterned wallpaper, and medieval torture devices?”

“Everything but the medieval torture devices – yes.”

“I keep those in private,” she winked.

A cold shiver ran down my spine.

“What do you want to eat? I have chocolate muffins, chocolate cake, chocolate milk, and ramen.”

“That’s eclectic,” I stated.

“If you don’t like it, you don’t have to eat it.”

I apologized, and she began to concoct a strange mixture. She grabbed eggs, mushrooms, beef, flour, soy sauce, ginger, and many other things. She threw most of it into a pot of boiling water, and an atrocious smell bubbled out.

“What are you doing?”

“I’m making ramen.”

Christopher and I frowned at each other. This smelled like no ramen I had ever had. Three bowls suddenly appeared in front of us – bubbling brown broth over noodles, chunks of beef, carrots, mushrooms – I didn’t even know when she made the noodles.

“Eat in!”

She delved into her food. Christopher took a bite. I also forfeited hesitation and hope, and I took a bite.

It was delicious.

“See! I told you so!” Grace smiled.

I hadn’t said anything, but my face must have said it all.

“So, how was your research?” I asked before I took another bite.

“Well, I read my parents’ article – the one about Greek Mythos.”

“Well, what was it about?”

“Men who became Gods.”

Text and Images © Jonathan Lee